OKAY .. Over the past couple of weeks i haven’t said anything to anyone about this but its going to come out somewhere and this is it..

I’m getting sick of all this fucking shit that is coming out of my mums mouth !! i have a life now, i am having fun and she is ruiening it !!.. I want to be able to live my life without her fucking it up !!
I’ve cried over this so much now!!.. I can hardly sleep and my eyes look like ive been fucking pucked!!.. This is all your fault!!

My supposedly best friend is being off with me and i don’t know why.. I’m getting sick of her changing.. She changes and won’t speak to me.. Then she changes again and comes round and expects everything to be fine !!!!

I wish i could move away forever and no-one can see me again.. I wish my family were more like a family rather then flipping world war 3 !!!!

This is getting stupid now!!.. My brother asked me to talk to my mum and see what i could do.. i tried but she didn’t want to know .. I’ve tried calling him but he doesn’t bother either.. Whats family for ey??

I think i have offically cried my life away now.. my family is in my heart and they are too deep down that i can’t get rid of them anymore.. HELP ME !!!!!!!!!!

I have tried so many times to get rid of myself but i have my friends in mind.. Without Roxy, Nyma, Joanna, Megan, Heather, Mike and Laura.. i wouldn’t be living now.. I’m sorry i tried.. I’m sorry i keep trying..

Mike i hope you can forgive me.. Sorry ..