I went to orchestra last night .. It was okay. i dont know half the musci and the concert is in 2 weeks. HOW THE HELL AM I GOING TO PULL IT OFF ??

My Nanna called me and she was really helpful. I told her my situation and she offered to help me by giving me some money. Thats a big help. I need to wait for my EMA to come trough and i will be happy :)

My mum was being a bitch .. she was asking questions about last week and why i didnt go, i was telling her i wasnt feeling well and this week im feeling alot better. shes pissing me off so much. i can’t beleive how insensative shes being, THEN .. she has the nerve to fucking put the phone down on me when i called to talk to charlotte.