I don’t know what it is but i’m possitive my mum hates me … I get thrown out and now she wont help me by letting my little sister give me something to help me get money. All i really want to do is cry … but i can’t because i’m in collage. What the hell am i supposed to do?

I’m fucked … I’m going to have to figure something out now. I can’t live like this anymore … Maybe that thing is the best idea yet. I’m sure Heather would understand what i’m talking about …

I feel like my world is crumbling infront of me bit by bit. what am i supposed to do now?
I can’t ask anyone for help anymore. My friends have dont too much for me in life and now they are the only family i have. Why can’t i just break down in tears and fucking drown in them?

I just want a normal life without the fucking soap opera!! … Its too late now. I think life is getting too complecated now.

If life really is a rollercoster then im going down that fast i can see the floor that im about to crash into. Maybe its time to give up. Maybe its the end of the road. I don’t see the point anymore. Wheres the razor when you need it?

I’m just gonna go home and crawl into bed and never get out. I don’t seem to have the energy anymore. This is it … The end of the road for me.

Goodbye.